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Monday, December 29, 2008

when friendship starts.

ha ha.
ITS 3 DAYS MORE TO THE NEW YEAR !!!!
im so not into the new year mood.
and i have emath retest tuesday, great.
next years o's !!!!!!!!!!!!
previously when seniors go through this year i thought it was gonna be such a breeze and all.
then when you really going to experience it , you feel like hell-stressed and going crazy.
what if you dont get what you wanted ?
not your destinied jc ?
whatever.

am not gonna let it daunt my spirits now!!!!!!!!!!
am quite satisfied with my life now, what i have and the people around me.
best friends and all , cheers !
that girl ah, forever busy one.
no time for me :(
HAHA
anyway.
IM WATCHING VIET VS THAI , KIND OF EXPECTED HOW BORED I AM NOW.
sigh.
i want to do alot of things before this year ends !
like go out with ****** and wenkai for our bowling!
get down to vivo for countdown(am still considering the worthwhile-ness of the 18 bucks)
but most prolly i wish for my fei de!
:D:D:D
hahaha okay im tired.

I THINK IM FATTER NOW.
-looking through london and vietnam-
K BYE.
CHEERS !


at 12:33 AM

Friday, December 26, 2008

It's been ages when a miracle happened.

empty promises.
empty promises.
empty promises.
empty promises.
empty promises.

how much do they weigh, i dont know but i hate this.
it came up to a naught.
nothing , nothing.
bye i have utterly no mood or anything else.


f this shit.
i hate you, you liar.

at 1:30 AM

Wednesday, December 24, 2008






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at 2:26 PM

Friday, December 5, 2008

this post is for you.

i told sy i wont post about it but i decided to cos i feel like dying anytime now.
why must it be her.
someone whom i feeeeeel so much for, yet everything comes to a naught.
i feeel terrible every day looking at you getting on with life so happily... I'M GLAD. seriously.
but yet it pains me to KCUFing go through all of these because i haven't gotten over you.
I HAVE NOT GOTTEN OVER YOU.
but what can i do ?! there is no point telling her about it and making her feel miserable and guilty and sorry because thats not i want ! it doesnt change anything.
everytime she tells me about her and ______ , i will just put on a brave front and pretend to be happy.
everytime she treats me very well i will feel very pleased and excited because i will tell myself ' she still likes you at least for 1%' and just make myself feel better.
everytime i tell myself i must wait for her i just feel glad that she is always within my reach and i know i can do my best even if i fail.
every moment i spend with her are quality time tgt because i will rmb them forever.
everytime she just smiles and burst out laughing or does every little silly thing i will be happy for her.
everytime she gets into problems my heart just goes out for her.
everytime she tells me ' i will be there for you' you know how lucky i thought i was because i know i had her no matter what im going through, good or bad.
everytime i know i cannot be there for her whenever she feels lousy or stuff or that i just dont know what to do whenever you tell me about him i get this lousy miserable feeling.
everytime i know i tried my best to do everything to get over her i just could not do it.
she does not know it, but i am just simply waiting and doing everything and anything to be there for her if she ever needs me to be there to just hear rubbish or scold and cry over little things and just hope she feels better.
i keep telling myself to be happy when she is , well i do but nonethelesss i just cannot do much to get over the uneasy feeling i had ever since ages ago when i first fell in love with her.
consequently, other rs i had failed because it is her that i gave up everything i had and i never once regretted doing so because i know its unfair to me and the other nice girls AND THAT I DO STILL HAVE YOU IN MY TOP PRIORITY.
but will i get my wish. i doubt so.

right now.
words like 'i miss you like some fuck' 'do you know i loved you dearly' but yet i could not tell her just kills me because you know she is right under your nose but you are helpless and restricted because you know she is the only one for you but you cannot do a shit about it.
yes i can tell you i still love you.
i'm right down here waiting for you.
to someone i will always be there for , whether rain or shine.
YES IT IS YOU.

at 11:43 PM